It must have happened that at times when
you meet failure,the feeling of atheism takes over you and you feel that all
the ‘prayers’ or the belief has gone into waste and life has planned all the
misfortunes for you and to keep you in the darkness until it seems brighter
than the light.Those are the times that the highest aggressiveness takes
control and at that moment anything crazy will attract us…..
Similarly the
music was there for our lyrics but what we were missing was the lyrics.Nothing
was coming in to meet that level of energy or that level of insanity such that
we could feel that the words fit into the song.So we just waited for it to
happen naturally and not force the words out of us.
A few weeks later
it so happened that someone did meet with a
failure and it was that point that the failure could not be shared
because of the fear of being mocked at by everyone who would know that the
attempt to pursue something went in vain and so that anger,that deceased
faith,that false belief took over but there was no one around with whom it
could be shared and thus words started
pouring out and they were not just words,they were literally a sword ripping every
belief that one had into shreds and it kept on flowing and after literally
hours of shredding,there lied on the table written in a piece of paper 6 verses
of frustration.
Just to give you a
clue of how deep the level of frustration was,here is an extract of the lyrics:
“The
vengeance they seek and the prices all paid,
With
the crimson stain painted on the blade,
And
the screams resounding in every dream,
A
life without fear is all I say”
Once this set of
lyrics was presented,everyone was in shock and awe due to the darkness
inflicted by the lyrics and the anger stored in every word and all were
thinking about how to make a sound for this set of words (since it had been
weeks,the tone composed earlier was almost not in anyone’s mind).So now all
thought of giving justice to this set of lyrics because it seemed really
genuine and what we were looking forward to when all of a sudden we recalled
that we had a music composed which was searching for a set of aggressive lyrics
and so we played the music and demoed it along with the words we had and it
seemed like the music was made for this set of words and no other lyrics could
bring justice to the music and vice versa
Thus finally we
had a full demo prepared that had a “death metal” vibe to it and it justified
the name we gave it….
“ECLIPTIC CRUCIATE”
Thus ended a
chapter which we had given up on almost ever being completed.
More awaits..
