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Monday 19 November 2012

servitude

Another long year,dwell in here,
Serve you again,live in fear.

Enslaved again,my punishment,
There’s no escape,no help I get,

Pre chorus:
Listen to the loudness,
And respond to them,
A delay would cost me more than
I could regret…

Chorus:
A servitude commited,
I cannot turn my back,
Promises were broken,
You did not forget

Where do I stay,on your way,
To respond,to your every say.

Guilty I am,where do I stand,
No land beneath,I plead to you and,


Pre chorus:
Listen to the loudness,
And respond to them,
A delay would cost me more than
I could regret…

Chorus:
A servitude commited,
I cannot turn my back,
Promises were broken,
You did not forget

Anything,any harm,
Everything,every bruise,
All the tears,all the lies,
Are the promises I didn’t abide,
And I am left with no alibiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

Another long year,dwell in here,
Serve you again,live in fear.


Chorus:
A servitude commited,
I cannot turn my back,
Promises were broken,
You did not forget

from peace to pieces

I am a broken man in a desolate world,
And every day I spend in this loneliness,
A brief moment filled with desires.
Comes like a dream and breaks  with it…..

An illusion builds up around your eyes,
And you think this distance will keep me
But there you die like me everyday,
Still you stay away……

ALL THE MEMORIES WITHIN,
THE HAPPY TIMES ARE EMBEDDED,
BUT STILL ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES,
ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES….

Chorus:
I was at peace ,
when you broke me to pieces,
And I crumbled all over you,
Shattered,
because you had promised,
And you couldn’t let it go…..

Sweeping through the pages of the incomplete dream,
I thought of a lifetime but its ended like this,
Now all that I have are memories,
And an anger building up against him…

WHAT WAS WRONG THAT YOU DID THIS?
WHY DID I END UP THIS WAY?
IT WAS A LIFE I HAD DREAMT OF…
NOW WE BOTH DIE EVERYDAY…..
WHY ARE YOU IMPORTANT THAN ME?
WHY DID YOU CREATE THIS DISTANCE?
ANSWER ME I WANT AN ANSWER!!
OR GIVE ME WHAT YOU TOOK AWAY!!!!!!!!!

Chorus:
I was at peace ,
when you broke me to pieces,
And I crumbled all over you,
Shattered,
because you had promised,
And you couldn’t let it go…..

A final glance but its not the end…
I cant live with memories,
Reminding me I had you,
Now its all empty….
BRING THAT TIME BACK!!!!!!!!
THE TIME I WANT TO HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chorus:
I was at peace ,
when you broke me to pieces,
And I crumbled all over you,
Shattered,
because you had promised,
And you couldn’t let it go…..

Finally we unite,
I feel more alive,
An answer he never gave,

And now your with me,
I don’t need these memories
Now we live everyday…….

freedom song

Chorus1:
I wanna break free from your desires,
And rise again to where I stopped………….STOPPED!!!!!

A deep wound filled with salt,
A pain more stronger within,
The painful victim repenting,
A lie had led to this.

Every smile down the street,Wrecks me down even more,
I search for a reason, to be forever gone.

Chorus:
I wanna break free from your desires,
And rise again to where I had stopped,
Start moving without a reason,
To drag me and make me gone……


A wrath I could never show,
And suffered this damnation,
A fear engraved never goes,
I am a victim and yet not gone.

A lie that had slipped,And now here I stand,
I search for a reason,But stagnant I am


Chorus:
I wanna break free from your desires,
And rise again to where I had stopped,
Start moving without a reason,
To drag me and make me gone……

A loss I could never gain,
A lie I could never hide,
Mistakes I could never mend,
Too late I realised….
I LIE DOWN on the floor,
AND REMEMBER THE PAST,
IT SWEEPS DOWN the road,
Got washed away so FAST……………..!!!


Chorus1:
I wanna break free from your desires,
And rise again to where I stopped………….STOPPED!!!!!

Chorus:
I wanna break free from your desires,
And rise again to where I had stopped,
Start moving without a reason,
To drag me and make me gone……

hell's a reflection away

“all soothed with the blessings of this wretched hand,
I deny the very look of his face
A trust thrashed down before I could tell,
Now you come and ask for my faith…”

WORSHIPPING,PROMISING,
AND THE CYCLE REPEATED,
ONCE YOU GET YOU FORGET,
THE ONE THING THAT I NEEDED…

EXPECTING ME TO BOW DOWN
TO EVERY PROMISE YOU MAKE,
AND BEAR THE BURDEN OF EVERY LIE,
EXPECTING YOU’D SHOW ME FAITH;

CHORUS:
Losing over and over again,
I expect you to change one day,
But the evil clinges you against my pain,
And you go one more step away…..

A BROAD ROAD,RIGHT IN FRONT,
BUT THE CANYON ATTRACTS YOU,
JUMPING EVERY TIME IN VAIN
I NEVER STOP WARNING YOU…

THINKING YOU’LL COME BACK ONE DAY
START TO MEND YOUR WAYS
LOOKING AT YOUR REFLECTION
YOU’RE A REFLECTION AWAY!!!!!!


CHORUS:
Losing over and over again,
I expect you to change one day,
But the evil clinges you against my pain,
And you go one more step away…..

Someday you’ll realize,
I wont be around
And now I am leaving you….
And now I am leaving you…..

“all soothed with the blessings of this wretched hand,
I deny the very look of his face
A trust thrashed down before I could tell,
Now you come and ask for my faith…”

CHORUS:
Losing over and over again,
I expect you to change one day,
But the evil clinges you against my pain,
And you go one more step away…..

Wednesday 3 October 2012

LOST



A fear I could never explain,
Anger I could never show,
Reasons scattered all around,
Searching them to get some hope.

Freely I could not speak with anyone,
Hiding my face from all I  know,
Shattered like glass I am broken down,
And feelings gone I couldn’t hold….

Chorus:
Inside this body,
There’s only flesh,
A void created that cant be filled,
I am left stoned,
Lost in the bitterness,
Life has left me with no hope…

A dream once dreamt,
On the night I slept,
Is floating away,
From the recipient,

And you flaunt my hopes,
Proving my thoughts wrong,
Now I am all alone ,
Despite my own.

Chorus:
Inside this body,
There’s only flesh,
A void created that cant be filled,
I am left stoned,
Lost in the bitterness,
Life has left me with no hope…

Like a brick,
You broke me down,
You didn’t come to look back.
And leaving me in the rubble,
Wishing I’d better be dead,
LEAVING ME LOST NOW,
THINKING THAT I’M GONE,
YOU PLAN ON STARTING AGAIN,
FORGETTING ME,I’M STONED!!

Chorus:
Inside this body,
There’s only flesh,
A void created that cant be filled,
I am left stoned,
Lost

Monday 1 October 2012

a song related to the poor and the needy



                                                                    Born scavenger

A frozen hand under your coat,
Desires to rise but the cold,
Clutching it fast enough,
And all the strength crumbles down.

Waiting for the night to pass,
You know this isn’t the last,
The chills will keep breaking through,
Prepared to face it all alone?

Chorus:
You were born this way,
To search the dirt,
Living the life of emptiness,
Incomplete,
Desires,
Somewhere hidden far away……
End chorus

Another dawn about to break,
Repeating the same mistake,
You think of trying something new,
Alone you fear falling deeper.

Fighting to live your life,
Under the same sky,
Where others are warmed up,
Your skin gets colder,

An answer you ask
The answer you get….

Chorus:
You were born this way,
To search the dirt,
Living the life of emptiness,
Incomplete,
Desires,
Somewhere hidden far away……
End chorus

A few days ago
You were stoned in your house,
Thinking of the others
Laughing out loud,
Alone you endured,
All the cold,
And the warmth burst out, said……….

Leave me out of my misery,
Leave me out of my misery,
Leave me out of my misery,
Leave me out of my    
 MISERY!!!!!……


Chorus:
You were born this way,
To search the dirt,
Living the life of emptiness,
Incomplete,
Desires,
Somewhere hidden far away……
End chorus

Saturday 29 September 2012

a lyrics that i could relate myself to....



                                 My Only Home 
                                                      By:As I Lay Dying
Like a swarm of flies colliding with a moving windshield
So are our lives on this never-ending road
I have left behind my mark only to be later washed away
And was consumed with the allure despite the inevitable decay

When did the road that I'm on become my only home?
When did this become the one place I truly know? (I truly know)

A journey making us like weeds
Where the wind steals our splendour
But spreads it to the distant fields
Despite our fragile imperfections
Yet shaking walls and wearing wheels
Can never capture my heart the way you do

When did the road that I'm on become my only home?
When did this become the one place I truly know? (I truly know)

I am missing what makes me whole

empty hand(a ballad)



                                                             empty hands

I could not give you the smile….
I could not give you the right…
I could not give you what you deserved….

I could not  stand  by your thoughts….
I could not tell you I am  lost…..
I could give you nothing in return….

Pc:
I m to blame for everything
I don’t  deserve  your love
I am the cause for  all your  tears
But I can’t wipe them  any more……

Chorus:
feeling  lost  and alone today
as I stand by you in empty hands
you used to fill them with joy
but today its blank again…
and it’ll remain……..like that
I don’t have what you deserved…..


I could not respond to your thoughts
I could not feel  your gestures
I could not stand up on your dreams

I could not listen  to you
I could not succeed once for  you
I could not  rise above others

Pc:
I m to blame for everything
I don’t  deserve  your love
I am the cause for  all your  tears
But I can’t wipe them  any more……

Chorus:
feeling  lost  and alone today
as I stand by you in empty hands
you used to fill them with joy
but today its blank again…
and it’ll remain……..like that
I don’t have what you deserved…..


When now I feel
That I was wrong
I cant erase
All the faults…….
Now its too late
To start again
To feel your dreams
And respond to them………

I could not open your heart
I could not feel all your pain
I could not feel the pain you felt…….

I could not dream what you dreamt…
I could not feel what you felt…..
I could not rush towards successs…..

When now I feel
That I was wrong
I cant erase
All the faults…….
Now its too late
To start again
To feel your dreams
And respond to them……………..

flaws and forms



                                                        Forms and flaws

I feel every second every minute I spent
With  the thoughts of irony springing up in my head
And the fragile skin is turning dark below
With my wounds sticking out their face out of them

The cracken of reality is drawing so close
I fear every sound I hide behind the door
The flaws of reality sting me through all this
I rush through those memories to find you

Chorus:
I get lost in the bitterness
Of all your memories
Of all the mistakes for which here I stand
With your million flaws
Hidden inside all your forms
Destroyed my life now once again
                            Destroyed my life now once again…….
End chorus

Cutting every truth from the first memory
Is the part in my head and it still haunts me
The exposure to reality is not so simple
The questions will get shot they are waiting for me


(Whisper:)
Go away I pray to you……
Go away I beg of you…….
Give me peace in the end……
Stop haunting me I cant go through ……..
                             THIS             
(hoarse:)
Go away I pray to you……
Go away I beg of you…….
Give me peace in the end……
Stop haunting me I cant go through ……..
                             THIS………(stretch scream)
                
ChorusX2:
I get lost in the bitterness
Of all your memories
Of all the mistakes for which here I stand
With your million flaws
Hidden inside all your forms
Destroyed my life now once again
                            Destroyed my life now once again…….
End chorus