empty hand(a ballad)

                                                             empty hands

I could not give you the smile….

I could not give you the right…

I could not give you what you deserved….

I could not  stand  by your thoughts….

I could not tell you I am  lost…..

I could give you nothing in return….

Pc:

I m to blame for everything

I don’t  deserve  your love

I am the cause for  all your  tears

But I can’t wipe them  any more……

Chorus:

feeling  lost  and alone today

as I stand by you in empty hands

you used to fill them with joy

but today its blank again…

and it’ll remain……..like that

I don’t have what you deserved…..

I could not respond to your thoughts

I could not feel  your gestures

I could not stand up on your dreams

I could not listen  to you

I could not succeed once for  you

I could not  rise above others

Pc:

I m to blame for everything

I don’t  deserve  your love

I am the cause for  all your  tears

But I can’t wipe them  any more……

Chorus:

feeling  lost  and alone today

as I stand by you in empty hands

you used to fill them with joy

but today its blank again…

and it’ll remain……..like that

I don’t have what you deserved…..

When now I feel

That I was wrong

I cant erase

All the faults…….

Now its too late

To start again

To feel your dreams

And respond to them………

I could not open your heart

I could not feel all your pain

I could not feel the pain you felt…….

I could not dream what you dreamt…

I could not feel what you felt…..

I could not rush towards successs…..

When now I feel

That I was wrong

I cant erase

All the faults…….

Now its too late

To start again

To feel your dreams

And respond to them……………..

flaws and forms

                                                        Forms and flaws

I feel every second every minute I spent

With  the thoughts of irony springing up in my head

And the fragile skin is turning dark below

With my wounds sticking out their face out of them

The cracken of reality is drawing so close

I fear every sound I hide behind the door

The flaws of reality sting me through all this

I rush through those memories to find you

Chorus:

I get lost in the bitterness

Of all your memories

Of all the mistakes for which here I stand

With your million flaws

Hidden inside all your forms

Destroyed my life now once again

                            Destroyed my life now once again…….

End chorus

Cutting every truth from the first memory

Is the part in my head and it still haunts me

The exposure to reality is not so simple

The questions will get shot they are waiting for me

(Whisper:)

Go away I pray to you……

Go away I beg of you…….

Give me peace in the end……

Stop haunting me I cant go through ……..

                             THIS             

(hoarse:)

Go away I pray to you……

Go away I beg of you…….

Give me peace in the end……

Stop haunting me I cant go through ……..

                             THIS………(stretch scream)

                

ChorusX2:

I get lost in the bitterness

Of all your memories

Of all the mistakes for which here I stand

With your million flaws

Hidden inside all your forms

Destroyed my life now once again

                            Destroyed my life now once again…….

End chorus

the ghost from the post(metal track)

                                                        THE GHOST FROM THE POST

WITH CRYSTAL CLEAR ETERNAL BURIAL

RIGHT BENEATH THE TOMBS OF STONE

RUNNING PAST THE UPRIGHT CROSSES

SEARCHING FOR A GLINT OF HOPE

MY SHADOW STICKS TO ME RIGHT NOW

IT DARKENS THE ROAD RIGHT IN FRONT

RESTORING THE FORBIDDEN FEAR

AND BURNING OUT THE HOPE ITS BURNT

GUILTY VOICES CRIMSON STAINS

ECHO ALL AROUND MY BONES

I TRY TO REACH THE END OF THIS

ESCAPING THE GHOST FROM THE POST…..(STRETCH)

Chorus:

The blood of my past

Haunting me and my steps

Scouting for a safe path

Trying to escape them

End chorus

FEELINGS OF DISCOMFORT DOMINATE

THIRST AND HUNGER CREEPING UP

WITH DARKNESS AT ITS PEAK OF TIME

I KEEP ON RUNNING TO MY LUST

FORGET THE PAIN WHICH TRIES TO STOP ME

BUILDING IN THE DISCOMFORT

RUBBING AWAY THE FEAR OF LOSING

AND KEEP ON RUNNING TO RISE UP

SCENES OF OPENESS AROUND ME

CREATING CHILLS THROUGHOUT MY BONES

 I RUN AS FAST MY CARRY ME

ESCAPING THE GHOST FROM THE POST…….(STRETCH)

Chorus:

The blood of my past

Haunting me and my steps

Scouting for a safe path

Trying to escape them

End chorus

Ignoring my fragility

Ignoring the strength of my heart

Listening to the guilty voices

Rubbing the fear building up

Hallowed chants rhyme in my brain

And I resing them loud and clear

Dominating evil hymns and

Destroying the ghost my fear

Chorus:

The blood of my past

Haunting me and my steps

Scouting for a safe path

Trying to escape them

The  ghost from the past

Curses me and my souls

I try to escape them

Escaping the ghost from the post

End chorus

 

lets go METAL......

                                                 7 rounds of deceit

FUCK!!!!!

LET ME GO BACK TO MY DORM!!

LET ME FIND MY WAY BACK!!!!

SCOUT  THROUGH THE PAVED WAY!!!

INTO MY  HAVEN!!!!!

LEAVE ME FOR NOW!!!!

I’M SICK OF ALL YOUR VOWS!!

7 ROUND S OF DECEIT!!!!!

MY LIFE HAS TURNED AROUND!!!!

Pre chorus: X 2

HELP ME GOD!!

SAVE MY SOUL

SAVE MY LIFE…..

I COME TO YOU NOW!!!!

Chorus:

Tonight I realize…..

Finally I’ve been proven right…..

Left miles behind by truth…….

And surrounded by your  lies……..

End chorus

WHY  ??????

YOUR TEARS REFLECT MY MISTAKES!!!!!

THE SCREAMS IN MY DREAMS!!!!!

FEELINGS OF THE FATE!!!

THAT HAD ABANDONED ME!!!!!

NOW WHY PRETEND???

WHEN ALL CAN UNDERSTAND!!!!

THAT YOU HAVE DESTROYED!!!

MY LIFE AAAAANNNNNDDDDDD!!!

Pre chorus: X 2

HELP ME GOD!!

SAVE MY SOUL

SAVE MY LIFE…..

I COME TO YOU NOW!!!!

Chorus:

Tonight I realize…..

Finally I’ve been proven right…..

Left miles behind by truth…….

And surrounded by your  lies……..

End chorus

Why the tears don’t stop???

Why am I feeling weak??

Why is the strength decreasing???

Why is the strength decreasing??

Pre chorus:

HELP ME GOD!!

SAVE MY SOUL

SAVE MY LIFE…..

I COME TO YOU NOW!!!!

Chorus:X2

Tonight I realize…..

Finally I’ve been proven right…..

Left miles behind by truth…….

And surrounded by your  lies……..

note:word in capital denote screaming vocals...

the first song that i had written on my laptop....

                                                                       Realization

                                                                                                  -saurav das biswas

“with the darkness traversing the light

i stand alone under this bleak night

staring at the little stars

pleading you to take me as far

my heart has run out of feel

my fate has fallen short of luck

standing on this barren ground

I plead you to take me as far”

Chorus:

Its my mistake I took your hand

And here alone I am,

My mistake threw me away,

From all the bliss I had…..

End chorus

When I am alone standing,

I am reminded of faded dreams…

Though lonliness seems to bring peace….

I’m not what I used to be…..

When I roam the woods alone in the dark

The questions seep out from the barks….

And with the disgust of my dark past

I cant rub away what i’ve lost……

And through the mistakes I’ve learned

Now a new dawn has awakened

Chorus:

Its my mistake I took your hand

And here alone I am,

My mistake threw me away,

From all the bliss I had…..

End chorus

Rap:X2

Running away,learning to never look back….

My eyes are drowsy,but the sleep is gone

Hibernation  of my luck has just began,

And I remain in the darkness again all along…..

And through the mistakes I’ve learned…

I wait for my luck to awaken!!!

In  this moment where I stand…

I search for support,a lend of hand….

Tonight I pray to God again….

To bring back the dreams  and destroy the PAIN!!!!!

TOMORROW  WILL WITNESS

SOMETHING I HAVE LOST

SOMETHIING YOU’LL NEVER GAIN

BUT YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN!!!!

GOD!!!!!

GIVE ME SOME PEACE

LEAVE ME BE….

WHEN LIGHT STRIKES IN

I FEAR MY BELIEF…

DO NOT PROVE ME WRONG

I M ALL  ALONE

AND THROUGH THE  MISTAKES I’VE LEARNED

THE DAWN HAS …………………………………………..(GONE)-stretch

Chorus:X2

Its my mistake I took your hand

And here alone I am,

My mistake threw me away,

From all the bliss I had…..

End chorus